PBS - Text Master of my Pain

me, myself and i - twisting in my mind
let me free forever now
live is good as fuck - let's redo the start
my hate 'bout me is tearing me, my soul apart

master of my pain

solo

see my sorrowful - life i live today
give myself a chance to die
i will never make the job to help myself
i will never learn to fly - to fly away

refrain / basssolo

hurting, torturing - takin' pleasure in
i never ruled a normal life
cenobites were my friends - the horror take it's end
i see the solution comin' near - yeah near to me

i am the master of my pain

(Text: Andreas Görgen / Musik: Andreas Görgen, Ille, Jan Hoffmann)

Prolog
Depressionen treiben einen in ein schwarzes Loch, aus dem derjenige dann gar nicht mehr raus will. Wenn es ihm schlecht geht, erhält er Aufmerksamkeit und Hilfe, wenn's ihm gut geht - nicht!